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Name: sarah
Country: United States
Birthday: 8/19/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: hanging out w/ my friends, drinkin cappichinos, sleeping, eating at san jose, watching stupid movies that came out like 10 yrs ago, running, and most likely laughing at my own jokes.
Expertise: hmm i'm not shore that i have any skills that i would consider "expert"...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  princess456302
Member Since:
7/11/2004
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| well i don't post very often and i think the reason is because i don't like to tell people my feelings...i find it hard sometimes to even tell people who are close to me how i actually feel, but now i'm going to try to though because i think its supposed to be stress-relieving and the fact that i'm leaving a week from tomorrow is kinda stressful...im really excited, but well i'm not going to lie - it will be hard for me to not see certain people everyday it sucks how you can get attached to the idea of having someone there all the time and how you can fall in love, but not seriously realize it until like the summer before you are shipped off to college...its one of those things and it makes me sick to my stomach to have to admit that there are going to be things i wish i would have done or said and people i wish i would have befriended during the high school years and now its too late......i wonder if i will look back and be pissed off at all the decisions i made and the way i turned out when it could have been so different...i guess that's just life but there's a few things i will NEVER regret:...1. meeting the friends that i have now i love all of them for their differences and the smiles/laughs they bring into my life...2. doing well in school b/c my tuition is only like $68.. 3. the decision not to drink/become smoked out in high school 4. eric....well ya those are things i dont regret... if you leave me messages i mite be inspired to type again....<3 sarahruth | | |
| "And maybe we could talk this over
Cause I could be your best bet
Let alone your worst ex
And let alone your worst...
I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can
So honestly, how could you say those things
when you know they don't mean anything
And you know very well
that I can't keep my hands to myself,
hands to myself
I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can
This is all wrong and it shows
There's certain things I promised not to let you know,
(I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the edge of my seat,
I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the...
not to let you know
I never, never...
You've got this silly way
of keeping me on the edge of my seat
But you're only counting the clock against the train
And I'm miserable, oh
(I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the edge of my seat,
I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the...)
And you're just getting started
I'm miserable, oh
You've got me right where you want me
(let's never talk) Let's never talk, let's never,
let's never talk about this again because...
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
Anyway... yeah"
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| hey! today is saturday, the day where erin wants to kill herself, looks like we're getting all ready for college we hate sumter and its bores us to be here still....all i got to say is that im going to miss taylor forrester so much he is so precious and i love him a whole dang lot! don't worry - we can keep in touch!  me and erin are hangin out and burning cds randy is a jerk... and thats about it.. im so excited we're going to the warped tour its gunna be a blast and 1/2..... | | |
| hey!
i've got a lot to write about on my return from orientation weekend in
Charleston...i'm basically a COUGAR now :) it was so much fun to walk
around the campus and i can't wait until school starts...i've still got
a lot of stuff to buy though to get ready for school and decorate my
dorm room.. haha the people there tried to say we don't live in
"dorms," but rather "residence buildings" whatever the difference, they
are not just places to sleep, but places to live and thrive hahahah i
dont know but sounds fun... there are still 2 things i'm really nervous
about: 1. my classes - college seems like so much fun b/c no parents,
no rules, but the fact that we HAVE to like learn is kind of annoying -
i hope i can keep my grades up so i don't lose my scholarships 2. i'm
going to miss everything that i am used too, like friends and mom's
cooking...and stuff it's kinda sad, going to a new place, but it's also
really exciting, Sumter bores me, but i wonder if i will miss it once
i'm gone... i'm really glad my sister is going to be staying close to
me next year, so if i need someone to talk to, i know she will be there
for me.. i kind of splurged on these shoes, but they were totally cute
and john michael agreed they were necessary for the college
experience... i mean leopard print pumps w/ pink
buckles.....pointy-toed shoes are like my best friend i wonder if
wearing shoes like that is addictive or if one day i just liked to wear
them alot hahahah hahaha im laughin about that tonight i'm supposed to
be going to the movies with eric ahha i tried to make him go see "the
notebook" but i dunno what will happen....i mean i guess i dont know im
so confused about it hahaha katie bell is my best friend hahaha we're
laughing so hard about dumb stuff thats what friends are for haha "the
guy in the RED shirt" haha please don't be that guy, man its that guy
in the red shirt...aww man good times good times im gunna miss my
friends so much! i love you guys...gotta go bye
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| So far today
has been a blast! Me and my little darling, Eric, went to florence...i
made him shop with me like all day and buy stuff for the dorm room haha
and my chris carraba poster came in the mail...Looks like I'm more
ready for school than i thought haha Eric makes me smile and we got
along so well - no freaking out necessary - sometimes it's like so hard
to realize i'm not going to see him every day next year..tears for
loneliness...well we ate IHOP it was good hahah to share the IHOP
experience with someone i like to eat there. i bought Eric this really
cool fake louis batone(spelling)belt and it looks absolutely adorable
on him...haha it costs only like $11 ahah we smiled it was great...
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